Re: Death and demise.
Suicide seems very interesting in your 20s. As you get older you get over it.
There is only one reason I don't commit suicide and that's because I fear Hell. I don't know if people who commit suicide do go to Hell or not. I hope they don't! I only know the Bible speaks against suicide, and its taking an extremely dangerous chance in actually doing it. The reason I say this is because of the book, "
23 Minutes in Hell," where this guy claims that the Lord took him to Hell for 23 minutes to show him how awful it is. Its worse than anything that I ever imagined, times infinity. The first three chapters astounded me, in a horriffic way. I shoud write more to explain the book, but I don't want to. All I know is that this book is the singular reason I'm alive. I don't care what people think in terms of me writing this. I don't care about the moral reasons of suicide in terms of leaving your family and friends, etc., etc. I don't want a shred of sympathy. Sympathy really doesn't help me. Music does! Anyway, I do know I won't commit suicide though because of the first three chapters of the book. Even though I don't like living in this world, it's Infinity times better than Hell. (I used the word infinity twice, but it's the only word that works in this case.) Also I'm not trying to be holier than thou at all. I never go to church, I read the Bible maybe twice a month and hardly ever pray anymore. The good thing is I have little to lose. Very little, which makes me free to do as I wish, like going for walks in windstorms, etc.
My friend Stan feels the same as I do. He said if he gets cancer he won't do anything to combat it. Neither would I. Cancer is horriffic. I watched my Grandma die of cancer. I helped take care of my StepDad when he died of cancer. They were beautiful people, and strong too. I wouldn't do anything to stop it. Neither would Stan.
Anyway, if anyone is thinking about commiting suicide, Don't Do It!!! Read the first three chapters of this book, and then read the rest of the book (I'll put a pic of it below.) Trust me, after you read the first three chapters, the notion of suicide will depart from you forever. I believe this man's story. I loaned this book to four different friends. Two believed his story, and two didn't. I believe it. Plus I like how Jesus Christ walks through Hell without a care in the world. All of the horrendously awful things down there are scared of Him. That is awesome!
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23 Minutes in Hell" by Bill Wiese