Oh my god. it's Robby!
spontaneously luminescent
true...but the problem is...I don't let bad things happen...I avoid things to make sure anxiety doesn't happen![]()
ahh yes, you have taken the avoidance root while you were younger

i did the reverse, back then i would become overly agressive in confronting situations that felt uncomfortable :boxing:
now, sometimes i just cannot overcome the urge to flee and not just because of my initial anxiety
but also because I really, really am happy that I am much less combative(at least in rl) than I use to be

however, neither extreme feels right to me

& here is hoping you conquer your tendency to use avoidance
