Meowissey, Hunchbacked Smut Peddler
Eh, maybe not. Oh well
Yes, doing your best is the main thing.I'm mentally weak. Although after saying that, I pulled myself through a particularly gruelling spell at work this week. I promised myself there'd be a drink at the end of it, which I'm doing now. I deserve it. I didn't phone in sick. I was upfront. I told my new manager that I was struggling, especially as I'd only had training for my new job over the Internet and I was speaking to people and I was supposedly full of knowledge on what they were talking ro me about but I didn't have much more of a clue than them. It's going to be moniterd but I did my best. The main thing is that I tried and I didn't shirk.... which was terribly tempting.
Yes. It's taken me a while to come to the conclusion that I'm average. Being alone can make you feel you were destined for better things, you tell yourself loneliness is due to the fact that you're somehow special, when really you're just not wanted.