Lol.
In post what you're thinking news, I had a type of, let's say "Teddy Bear" that gave me comfort that I resolved to drop with the new year because I thoughtit enabled something altogether unhealthy. Since dripping it I've become depressed, especially at night. I wake up lost. And my enabling brain keeps rationalizing through "signs" or whatever to embrace the concept, for the sake if the Teddy Bear!
So I'm stuck in this battle of wills wondering which mentally unhealthy thing is healthier to do, because its no fun being lost in the middle if the night.
I say all this waiting for a bed to donate blood. Some lucky person gets my crazy O neggie!