I'm mentally weak. Although after saying that, I pulled myself through a particularly gruelling spell at work this week. I promised myself there'd be a drink at the end of it, which I'm doing now. I deserve it. I didn't phone in sick. I was upfront. I told my new manager that I was struggling, especially as I'd only had training for my new job over the Internet and I was speaking to people and I was supposedly full of knowledge on what they were talking ro me about but I didn't have much more of a clue than them. It's going to be moniterd but I did my best. The main thing is that I tried and I didn't shirk.... which was terribly tempting.