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I was so frustrated with other stuff I didn't want to hear about anything. I feel so bad. Life isn't easy sometimes, I try to stay cool about it but I just lose my mind, a lot lately and I'm not sure why. Anyway... :o Thank you.
I was in Junior College looking to get my associates degree which I eventually did and transferred to Cal Poly, San Luis Obispo in August of the same year. I thought I would be free of the tyranny of the man I had come to refer to as my "man friend." Turns out he decided to talk me into having...
I feel as though, or have discovered through one way or another, that I have been the butt of a cosmic joke for a very long time. It manifests itself, clues to the joke, a Horus dominating the essence of the Set inside me, us, in interesting ways. I am attempting to reclaim my life from this...
My friend found this photo of us. It was taken Easter Sunday 2000 in her grandmother's home in a suburb of Milwaukee, the farthest I have travelled from California since I was moved here by my family in 1980. In the photo my friend and her Nani embrace effortlessly while I loom awkwardly in the...
Imagine the two people falling from this tower represent the "people within people" that we see. Lets say I am the artist that drew the card, I see a man with a crown and without a crown. The man without a crown, the fallen angel, sees me, without a crown and a man with a crown. (The crown...
I slept with that doll every night. :o Pictured: Kelly, Michael, Dawn, Our Grandma Grace, Me
Afternoon does something to me when I'm feeling particularly in a funk or uncomfortable. Kinda nursing a tootheache in 90 degree heat while my mom pesters me for the rent from a check that hasn;t arrived, I;d rather just tune out money when I'm crabby. But it got me to thinking about afternoons...
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My mom is loving the coverage of the royal wedding. She tells me that I should love it too since I am able to see pictures of London. She's always known my fascination with going there and always poopoos the idea. I'm safer here, it's been cosmically worked out to be the case. It doesn't stop me...
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Today I stood in the garage with my dad and in one instant assessed the situation on a number of levels. This is a picture of my youth. I was literally made a tomboy by a man named Tom. My mother put our family through hell and it seemed, growing up, that the safest place was always in the...
I don't know if it's the excitement of hearing a Morrissey interview today, but the signs I see (do you realize how f***ing stupid I feel saying that?) are super extra chattery but oddly, it;s not like an argument like my whole life where's there's point and counter point, but more like one...
When I was about the age I was holding the cat in the thread about boys, I lived up the street (Arena Avenue, no joke) from an older couple who had a horse. Since things in the home weren't pleasant, I spent a lot of time outdoors and one of my daily jaunts was over to this horse. He;d always...
Something along the lines of... Media would prefer to kill the messenger than to address the actual message, which is far more uncomfortable to deal with than being aghast at a collection of meaningless words and attaching a stereotype to the person who had the nerve to bring up the message...
Eternal vigilance. The concept of "fixation" exists in a type of double-edged sword reality. In alchemical terms it describes that moment when you realize the ghost is real, the "embodying of the spirit" which constitutes the descending movement of the greater work. TB writes "Whereas the...
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It looks like a beard. A very trusting beard. :straightface:
Soooo. Here's my question. Actually I'm going to hide it so normal people don't see it as it;s a crazy question.
I don't mean to tell anyone how to do their job, but this is the part where if it's your job to protect a super special cup from falling into the wrong hands, then it's time to do something drastic.
Okay. So I worked at a Barnes & Noble Bookstore for eight years. The entirety of that eight years my boss was a man named Mike Beals. I got to know Mike's patterns and hang-ups and work modes in order to be a good worker when I needed to and a decent slacker when I could get away with it. I...
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So long as he touches his own work, makes new work, tours, repackages, directs, organizes, whatever, he is molding great, golden work. He has the brawn for golden work, his cosmic cahooter, (ahem) has the brain to piece it together. He has the brains too, NORMAL people see that and know that he...
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I hung out with these cuties today. I made this poster last night for their baseball game against The Ninjas. We brought pompoms and wore capes and a cheer to cheer them on, they brought throwing stars and weaponry. I mean I'm not saying our little team doesn't have some issues with aggression...
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