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scumbag · Sep 1, 2015

Dear Tibbs,

sorry I haven't responded to your last PM. i'll just respond to this blog post here. I never thought I could identify with a peter Gabriel lyric, but I guess life can always become stranger.

maybe you should take up something like kickboxing to alleviate your woes. instead of beating yourself up, you could be punching the unholy f*** out of some poor, helpless speed bag or whatever. I would do just that myself if it weren't for the fact that i'm actually advised not to exert myself beyond brisk walking. when I was much younger, martial arts and sports provided a HUGE relief from thinking. running or playing footy or basketball or doing kenpo (martial arts thingie) really kept me from becoming far too inward, if that makes sense. also, doing something physical will - perhaps? - get you out of the house more.... anyway, that's what Doctor Scumbag suggests. take it as you will.

erm, I used to do the SI thing too. it takes a while to form new habits of coping. I won't say years, but I wouldn't say weeks either. I suppose that's mostly down to how shittastic your life is and how much your able to effect different outcomes? I dunno. I do know, imho, that you're doing a lot better without the SI stuff. it just takes a while for something else to come into view, something to latch on to. may I suggest reading my blog? it's usually brief and manifestly delightful, though not so much fun as LOLcats. what could possibly be that amusing? nothing else.

are you going to order M.'s novel? have you plowed through his Autobiography?

hope today is a better day for you.

s./n.

No1uno · Sep 2, 2015

You once responded to me that you are much more than you write in your blog. I get that what you right is what is real for you and I appreciate your honesty. But all the reader is left with is what you write consistently and that is you are hurting and I'm sure we all wish it weren't so, I do. Please share with us your "much more" and allow us to celebrate that with you too if there's a sunny side to your street. We all have both.

For me, It's a balance between one side and the other. I try to stay in the middle by acknowledging both sides. They smooth each other out.

Take care

Tibby · Sep 9, 2015

scumbag;bt5085 said:
Dear Tibbs,

sorry I haven't responded to your last PM. i'll just respond to this blog post here. I never thought I could identify with a peter Gabriel lyric, but I guess life can always become stranger.

maybe you should take up something like kickboxing to alleviate your woes. instead of beating yourself up, you could be punching the unholy f*** out of some poor, helpless speed bag or whatever. I would do just that myself if it weren't for the fact that i'm actually advised not to exert myself beyond brisk walking. when I was much younger, martial arts and sports provided a HUGE relief from thinking. running or playing footy or basketball or doing kenpo (martial arts thingie) really kept me from becoming far too inward, if that makes sense. also, doing something physical will - perhaps? - get you out of the house more.... anyway, that's what Doctor Scumbag suggests. take it as you will.

erm, I used to do the SI thing too. it takes a while to form new habits of coping. I won't say years, but I wouldn't say weeks either. I suppose that's mostly down to how shittastic your life is and how much your able to effect different outcomes? I dunno. I do know, imho, that you're doing a lot better without the SI stuff. it just takes a while for something else to come into view, something to latch on to. may I suggest reading my blog? it's usually brief and manifestly delightful, though not so much fun as LOLcats. what could possibly be that amusing? nothing else.

are you going to order M.'s novel? have you plowed through his Autobiography?

hope today is a better day for you.

s./n.

Hi s.

Thank you for your suggestions.I know I must try and do what Dr.S. says.I really think you have some great ideas.I think maybe doing some of the kind of activities you suggested might help me release those make me want to hurt myself feelings.I`m trying to get along without that really self destructive coping mechanism.I know it`s not a good one but sometimes I really miss it.I miss having something to turn to instead of lying down to these thoughts every night.

Thanks for replying.Your replies always help cheer me up.

And I love your fantastic blog!

Yes,yes yes.I have already ordered Mozzer`s novel.I have already read Autobiography a few times lol!

Today I didn`t feel so well but I did manage to get out of house today.I really hope your day went well today.

Always

Tibbs

Tibby · Sep 9, 2015

No1uno;bt5086 said:
You once responded to me that you are much more than you write in your blog. I get that what you right is what is real for you and I appreciate your honesty. But all the reader is left with is what you write consistently and that is you are hurting and I'm sure we all wish it weren't so, I do. Please share with us your "much more" and allow us to celebrate that with you too if there's a sunny side to your street. We all have both.

For me, It's a balance between one side and the other. I try to stay in the middle by acknowledging both sides. They smooth each other out.

Take care

Hello there No1uno

There are many things I am grateful for and maybe I should share those things too.I usually feel the urge to write in my blog when my heart is feeling heavy and I need to unburden my soul.That usually helps me feel a bit better.But I get it dwelling on the positive things of my life is a good thing to.And that would probably help me as well.

Thanks again.

Tibbs

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