Kali is dead and I had no idea and that is so sad. Know I talked to her a lot and I think I was nice even though I wasn't nice to most people so now I wonder how I treated her. My girlfriend also suffers from epilepsy although the meds keep it in check so it's no major drama but one never knows when things can go bad.
I hope she is ok wherever she might be.
I just found this post from her about Moz made in September last year which in itself is like a farewell or an insight into what was coming:
"Colleen MacTavish says:
September 18, 2011 at 8:31 pm
What’s mind blowing to me is the The Holy One is coming to MY TOWN (Escondido) I’m sure after visiting here he’ll have a ton of new material
Someday, we shall meet. As Iris Murdoch would have said, “It’s in the hands of The Gods”."
I also found this post from Solo that seem to show that I did indeed treat her nicely and I offered her a place to hide even:
" *SOME* creatures will be thrilled by this, others saddened. People with
> sick, sick minds invade this site, and therefore RUIN it for others. I am
> NEVER coming back in here AGAIN. Goodbye nonesoever, icelandic, momus,
> Almodis, Sweetness, Jay, grounded ( maybe we will still get together, I
> hope so, you ROCK! ) Sick and insane people have ruined this site for me.
> I love Morrissey, more than he probably deserves. But I have had enough of
> you other children. I will miss coming into chat and seeing a friend. But
> it's not worth it. I am busy enough as it is with my book business. I've
> lost ALL interest in going back to England - and THIS American loved your
> country. But this is about *the site*. Goodbye. I wish all of you who
> deserves it a happy and productive life. Go ahead, *put up* - *ignore* the
> insane one. You all know who I am talking about. What else can I say?
> Goodbye.
for fooks sake you handled Man U's derby defeat worse than me it seems
LOL
I completely understand you leaving and I guess i'm part of those guilty for you doing so
Moz Solo is not about love and peace nor is Morrissey, more about the trials and tribulations of life and the realisation that we are all out there on our own fighting a guerilla war with everything and everyone.
Still, saying that, you're more than welcome to hide in my well dug trench any day or night.
Take care Kali whatever you do!"
I remember a lot of things that come back to me now and how hated she was by some american blokes on Solo who said the most awful things to her. I am not free from sin as I remember me and her had a few bust ups but as everyone knows I was always saying things which was just silly banter that always went too far in print.
Yes, I do feel guilty now and I hope she forgave me for my silly rants.